I've been away from my "blog" lol...I know you have all missed me so much :-) The last few weeks have been really...just really (no words). I have reconnected with my ex Paul. We went out for the 1st time in years on Friday night, and had a great time. It was one of those moments, "what do you want to do? I don't know, what do you want to do? Lets go to Bourbon Street Bar and Grill...OK" Turns out, we had great fun. We never really had "closure" on our separation and split and we finally had that. It was a great night. We both know we make really great friends, and not so great lovers. Amen.
What I also realized, was how much of myself I have lost over the years...The fact is, I LOVE SUSHI, I LOVE ALL SEAFOOD, I'M OBSESSED WITH CARS, I WILL POINT AT DIFFERENT CARS AND TELL YOU THE SAME THING EVEYTIME I SEE THE SAME CARS, IM NOT THE GREATEST FAN OF RED MEAT, I HATE GOLF AND BASKETBALL, I LOVE DOING THINGS ON THE SPUR OF THE MOMENT, NO PLANS, JUST DO, and see where it leads...I love cats AND dogs...I love camping and hiking. I love the gym. I love having a nest egg, savings account. I LOVE NOT SMOKING. I love being social, not just staying home. I love, and miss my parents terribly. I MISS HAWAII MORE THAN ANYTHING ON EARTH. I love quality sunglasses and collectible ink pens. I love to dream about what my future holds. I miss looking past tomorrow. And so much more...
I feel like there is a major change taking place in my spirit, and I'm praying that I will find work that will enable me to "find" me again.
This may sound like an add for who I am, but its also an invitation...Be a better friend...Get to know me...Offer support...Lets have coffee...Lets have sushi...An open invitation...
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